You know how when you're pregnant, there's suddenly a whole lot more pregnant ladies out there? Of course, you're just suddenly more aware because it's suddenly on the forefront of your mind. So, lately I've been doing some introspection. Maybe because of the new year... I don't like to admit that I conform to secular traditions like resolutions, but there is something wonderful about new beginnings. Fresh page, clean slate, blank space...and I'll write your name (ok ok, I digress.)
Anyway, so my introspection showed me that I was kind of jealous of Husband because he is currently working on a project to build us a storage shed in the backyard. And he is often spending his time on house projects that you can SEE and TOUCH when they're finished, and they last... I realized I spend my time on things that are near-instantly destroyed or consumed: a tidy living room; clean, folded clothing; nutritious, 5-star-restaurant quality meals...
And then this happened. My clever, creative aunt posted this gem on FB, and my wise father (a professional artist) posted this response:
And then this happened. I was randomly looking at my Google calendar (that I never look at) and saw these tasks that I made for myself a long time ago (2012???):
At least we've gone to the museum & zoo. |
Growing up with an artist father meant that my childhood and teenage years were filled with the availability of all kind of art supplies, and the encouragement to use them. We used to work on so many projects that are some of my favorite memories: making beads and miniature scenes out of Sculpey clay. Weaving scarves on a child-sized loom. Making super intricate magazine-cut-out collages to hang in my room. Decorating Pysanky eggs at Pascha. And for some reason (oh, I don't know, working on a Chemical Engineering degree, caring for 2 small children round the clock, just some guesses) in my adulthood I've gotten out of the habit of creating things. And it felt like I was missing something.
So I've made a few things lately. They didn't get eaten, and they didn't get muddy tracks all over them. It feels wonderful! It feels right. There's a sense of accomplishment and pride and happiness and joy. The process is soothing and joyful and exciting, and the end product is (hopefully) useful. I even got to use math and optimization on one of the sewing projects. YES! Win, win, everywhere.
can I fit more pieces with the long side on the x or y axis? |
God willing I'll continue this streak of creating, and I will actually have a hobby!
P.S. If we are FB friends, sorry/not sorry about posting pictures of all these new creations of mine.
What have YOU created lately?